Thoughts and notes of a researcher in plant genetics and nutritional epidemiology in Japan and the U.S. with a wide range of interests - choral activities, photography, nature, travel, and drawing. L'épanouissement personnel means personal development and fulfillment. Still in the middle of it, enjoying the process. 農学部、酒類企業研究員を経て、米国ミシガン州立大学で博士過程を卒業後、植物遺伝学と食物疫学の研究に片足ずつつっこんでいます。趣味の合唱、自然観察、旅行、写真、絵描き、国際交流など、いろんな記録です。L'épanouissement personnelは自己研鑽、実現というような意味です。生涯に渡って一緒に旅する人生のテーマ。
10.31.2009
Concert
10.26.2009
10.25.2009
Totally fine
Sad feeling has now disappeared... remembering that I still have very good friends who accept what I am and support me when I feel hurt. I would like to thank them rather than hate someone who bullies me.
Someone told me "You are too honest and I think it is a stupidity" the other day. It shocked me so much that I cried in the restaurant with the presence of other friends of mine and strangers. It was an insult to me, and I was not able to take it as a joke. He was going to give me some advice or something (I guess), but it was going too far. He does not know how boorish his words always are and how deeply his behavior hurts other people's feelings.
It made me sad and furious especially because I talked with my friend a few days before about our relationship with other people. We reached a conclusion that we might be able to make a good friend who shares the same values with us if we are going be a little bit more active when we mingle with new people. This time the trial failed, but it reminded me of what she told me; "It may be very cruel of me as your friend to encourage you to do something which might hurt you, but remember, you have a lot of good friends who accept what you are and support you when you feel hurt".
Other friends also sympathized with me and cheered me up by telling me that they like my honesty. I thank them so much...
10.24.2009
Got connected!
10.20.2009
Mistake
At long last?
10.18.2009
Long way to be connected to the Internet
Laptop
Recently I bought a new laptop, HP, with intel core 2 duo 2.0 GHz, 320GB of HDD and 4GB of memory. It is super faster than my old computer which has only 0.8 GHz and 60 GB of HDD. When choosing a new computer, I learned a lot about technical words and how the processer works. Although I use my laptop almost every day, I knew little about it. I now feel embarassed that I chose my old computer just because of its color.