Thankfully I got 3 seats all to myself, the 12-hour flight felt really short. I was sleeping almost the entire flight, which was great!
Arriving at the hotel, I was pleasantly surprised by the spaciousness and cleanliness of my room. I got a really good deal because of time sale and booking for two weeks. The room is much larger than a typical Japanese business hotel, where there is a small desk and a bed, nothing else can fit, and if you had a big suitcase, out of luck, you need to open it on your bed cos there is no space on the floor for it.
Anyways, day 1 went by very quickly because I was very lazy.. I worked, checking my emails in the morning, but then I just played a new video game for which I do a lot of drawings and read online cartoons, getting some inspiration for my own artwork. It's so much fun and time flies when I am doing that. I had breakfast then nothing for the rest of the day. Because I don't go out, I don't get hungry. That's good... I can save money for food.
Wow, it's Sunday. It's been less than two weeks since I defended. So many things happened since then.
Trying to feel OK... pondering same thoughts again and again that I thought through thousands of times. Things will get better. I believe it, while embracing all the feelings that I have without judging or regretting.
The notion that "your feelings are just chemicals in your brain" kinda helps, as it makes me think 'then, I don't want to be overwhelmed or trapped by such small molecules!'
I'll keep myself occupied and wait until time passes...
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