3.10.2021

終わりがないアンケート調査修正案件。。。

 口に出して愚痴れるオフィスメイトはものすごく貴重な存在なんだな。オフィスメイトが気の合う人とは限らないし、やっぱり私はとっても幸運だった。

アンケート調査が佳境に入っているが、何かもう修正案に次ぐ修正案、明日の朝6時に第一便がメールで送られるよ、っていう予定だったのにその日になってなんかいろいろ修正案…なぜもっと早く言ってくれないんだろ。毎日のようにメールやり取りしてるじゃないか。しかもその修正案の内容が、以前検討してやっぱりこっちにしよう、となった案件で、逆戻りになっている。日によって言うことが違うというか、言われた通りにこれを修正しても、また後日やっぱりこっちにしようと言われるのではないかと思う。

こういうアンケート調査は、文面を何度も検討して修正して、他の人にみてもらっては修正し、ってのを繰り返して完成させていくらしいのだが、それにしてもこの段階になると、「修正のための修正」をしているように感じる。論文修正のように。実際どういうふうに回答されるか、少人数の人に送ってみてパイロットテストを行うという段階があるのだから、もう送ってみたらいいやん……と思い、もう送ってみた。(# ̄З ̄) もう次の段階に進みたい。

こういうのの最終型を、全員が納得する形に決めるのはほんと難しい。最適解は一つじゃないし、いくらでもいじりようはある。しかし時間は有限である。。たぶんリーダーを決める意義の一つは、最終決定できる人を指定しておくことで、こういう無限ループを回避できることかな。まあリーダーが無限に修正案を出してくる場合はどうすればいいのかって感じだけど。そこに締め切りの意義がある。

「これちょっと読んで見て、修正とかわかりにくいところがあったら教えて」と頼まれることも増えたけれど、「見たよという証明のためだけの修正案」「私はちゃんと考えてるよという証明のためだけの修正案」を出さないように気を付けよう。そういうのは、コメントとして伝えればいい。うん、OKじゃん!と思えば、そう言えばいいのだ!

3.09.2021

Super busy with classwork and research!

Everything takes so much more time than anticipated!  Tons of edits followed by another reviews.. I'm in an endless loop.  

I need to write a diversity statement as well! When an I going to find time for that? 

3.08.2021

John Denver's 70th birthday!!

Today's John Denver's 70th birthday, if he was alive.  I still remember the day I heard his song for the first time from his best album that my father got, who is also a fan of country music. 

Even though I then had studied English for a year or two, his songs with simple, direct, and beautiful words talked straight to my heart.  It was amazing how vividly I could picture the beauty of nature he sang about.  His cheerful and soft characteristic voice was a perfect match with his acoustic guitar, and the emotions he got in his songs - they always stunned me.

John's songs resonated with me this much because I grew up in the countryside with mountains and the ocean, and loved to be in nature.  It felt so soothing and secure to be surrounded by plants and animals, to gaze at the stars, to feel the wind, to smell the rain, and to watch the sky change its colours in twilight.  I once dreamed about being a tree doctor or a landscape photographer.  Today, listening to his songs still reminds me of my country home. 

I can't remember which I learned first - that he wrote a song "Leaving on a jet plane" and that he died in a private jet plane crash.  I can't find a word to describe this feeling.  Just so, so unfortunate.  And, the song  that says he would be leaving on a jet plane but would come back, can feel chokingly painful.  He left us so many great songs, nonetheless, and they are still alive after 50 so years. 

His wife, Annie, was on the interview.  I cannot imagine devastating it was to lose him like that.  But she looked okay when she was talking about sweet memories with him.  But deep down, it is only her that knows her true feelings, and whether to show them or not is up to her.

It was a good coincidence that I turned on my TV on a whim today, found this documentary about John Denver, and learned that it was his 70th birthday.  Happy birthday, John, I can't believe I was a middle school student in a small town in Japan when your songs first touched my heart and now I am living in the US pursuing my graduate degree, enjoying the beauty of nature myself that you cherished.  Still love your songs, always. 


Spring walk

Namoke trail walk in an upper 50F weather.  It was gorgeous, and it was great exercise after being stuck at home writing and coding.  So nice to have a buddy to enjoy being outdoors! 


 

3.07.2021

Plant and Soil Sciences Building and snow

It feels a bit sad to think about graduating from this building soon.. The Plant and Soil Sciences Building with melting snow in the early spring twilight.



 

Iraqi restaurant

Checked out the first Iraqi restaurant in the city. Everything was flavorful and delicious, and it's great they are loaded with veggies.  Chicken kebab is delicious! 



 

3.05.2021

Keeping busy while time is flying

Trying to finish as much as I can, then the equal number of new tasks just keep coming up....
Can I finish everything in 5 months!?!?!  

It's more like a game or a movie that I watch from a third person view.  Whatever is going to happen, I'll just deal with it as they come along.