To do or not to do?

It is damn difficult to handle my own feelings...

I don't know how to deal with this. Cannot concentrate on things very much.

Is it going to be easier if I open up everything? Risking the current favorable things?

Even if I tell this to somebody, s/he doesn't have the answer. The only way to make it clear is to ask. The only way to find it is to face it.

Sometimes it's hard to say if it's right or wrong, it can only be said after everything is done.

If everything is predictable, then nothing will be exciting, but there are some things that I wish are foreseeable.....